Re:An Unfortunate Day

Tues 17 Feb 2009

I am extremely unhappy today and I dont know why... haha.. got so many kaypoh people reading my blog.. some even left colourful comments back. I am unhappy now.. very unhappy... even broadcast the unhappy cantonese version song.. haha.. what a joke.

Ask kyros for help when I am in serious trouble and do you know that I am struggling in CARC? I have printed 10 papers of CARC past year exams papers and I donnt know how many pages for maths le.

God ah.. why am I so unlucky to have no one to help me when I am in trouble now?

I have to cancel the tutoring because of budget shortfall and if I pay the tuition fees, i wont be able to go to the study trip to japan.. I want to go for that one. Have you realised that because of your reluctance to help, I have spent quite a sum and daily I have to ask my granny to help me to finance part of the tuition fees?I am quite reluctant to ask her for money but I cant because to have a tuition for maths alone is $45 per hour and imagined how much will that cost for 3 days?How much can Mr Goh or maybe Iman marked the papers?Ask kyros for help... he is reluctant..

I am crying in my heart when I asked her for money just to pay for tuition fees.. and I said sorry to her in my heart repeatedly even when I was holding her money. How much longer can she support me in studies especially the extra cost given that she is already so old?

You said until so easy .. but it is not so... I have spent more than $7000 plus in my savings nearly my entire savings on the private O levels alone.. Mr Ho already hinted that on thursday it will be my last time to see him for any CARC qns. I have to scrimped and so anxious abt 50 cents and a dollar or 2 dollars because I need to finance my tuition where I cant do without it and it is ok la.. kyros.. for maths, i can pester Mr Goh and Iman but CARC, you are the most expert in it. Kindly go through that 18 set of revision papers with me and I will be greatly appreciated.

I am not a girl or any sort of it but if u want me to sacrifice my tuition, I cant do so. I am extremely unhappy and I really admire my outside frens when I saw the photos of theirs. I just saw a group of friends who can help one another at the century square food mall. How much I envy them but too bad, I dont have...

To cheer me up, I will be watching the slumdog millionaire later... Should I rehire patrick to help me in maths?If I have done badly, I will be letting my mum down.

I am crying when I am writing this post.. nvm... I will leave for now... Maybe, I ask my granny to help me again. It hurts me very much when I saw her crunching her back to pass me the money. But I got no choice. Mr Ho already said he wont go through the exam papers qns and I have to guess the correct ans from my understanding of the lecture slides. This will not help in it much.


Sobz:(